The reason why

The reason why I stay in a toxic relationship is for the sake of the children, a roof over my head, and to avoid people's judgments about being a divorcee.

The reason why I choose to be a walk-over is to keep everyone else happy, to feel loved and accepted as I don't know how to give it to myself.

The reason why I stay in a depressive state for years is that I get to live in a bubble called "home".

The reason why I am scared to fulfill my dreams is the fear of failure, before I even tried.

The reason why I shut out genuine friends in my life is, because I cannot tell the difference between real and fake.

The reason why I end up in situations I do not want to be in is, because I believe I deserve it.

And because I cannot think of any other reason why, so I choose to justify.